A sad ending to something great

I know it has been a while since either of us have posted, with in that time my lovely sub and I have stopped the lifestyle with each other.  It is sad to say it out loud but we still talk to each other as often as we can and are still there for each other as much as possible.  Even though i am not her master any more i still care for her greatly and hope her the best in her real life endeavors. Master T

Sleeping Arrangements

I recently quit my second job which I worked in the mornings. Not having anything to be awake for in the mornings, I began pulling all nighters and then sleeping until mid-afternoon. I complained one too many times to Master about how lazy I was being. He told me he was taking over my sleeping schedule from now on.

For the last few nights, Master has been telling me when to go to sleep and when I was to wake up. So far, I have been told to go to sleep around 3 am when we are finished talking and before I went to bed, he told me when I was to wake up. I was to text him the minute I woke up. If I wanted a nap, I could ask him and he would tell me how long I could nap for. 

If I oversleep, there are punishments. Different ones for every 5 minutes and then every hour I overleep. I'm sure I will be posting about them if I ever do oversleep.

I'm very excited about Master taking over my sleeping schedule. It is something that has nothing to do with sex and it shows how much power he has over me and how much I am willing to give him.

Mouthing Off

Last night I had to be punished again. Master had been telling me a fantasy the night before which he told me wasn't just a fantasy because it would happen. I kept rejecting his ideas, telling him I can't do some of the things he was telling me. Apparently I needed a reminder that can't is no longer a part of my vocabulary.

We only did part of my punishment. Master decided to try a new tactic. Humiliation. First I was to get my panties nice and wet, Masturbating with them on. The to get them even wetter, stuffing them up my pussy and cumming with them inside me. This was only the fun part. Master then had me put my panties over my head and took a picture. It was a bit embarrassing. Humiliation doesn't need to be complicated at all.

I do know Master loves me. I also know he doesn't enjoy punishing me. When he punishes me, I know I deserve it and it doesn't make me love him less. Sometimes a sub just needs to be taught their place.

Trust

I share more with Master than I do with any other person in my life. Things I wouldn't share with my mother or a boyfriend. I tell him all my problems. They mostly have to do with friends. But others are effects our activities have on my body. Never would I dream of telling a boyfriend that I have a rash around my vulva due to not wearing panties. After using my vibrator for an extended amount of time, my pussy ached. It was painful without even touching it. (Master told me I wouldn't be using my vibe for two weeks) Other times I can't use my plug due to stomach problems. He always knows when I'm on my period and we have even trained while I was on it. I have to have a reason to not do something. There is a trust I have in Master that I have with no one else.

A long day

My plan was 100 edges in three days and my sub would be allowed to cum if she was good.  It was a shame my sub was going to have trouble to get on to do a set number of edges the two days before.  I told her she was going to do 100 on the one day, but she informed me that she would be able to get on a day before I told her she was going to do the 100.  I found a bdsm porn video and made her watch it while she edged to it. I was going to have her do 40 edges but as she was on the last I held the count at the last one and made her beg for 10 more to stop playing with her pussy.

It was the faithful day where she was going to do 100 in one day and we were going to start early. I had a plan for all 100 and I could not wait for her to suffer the full 100 in one day. I had her strip naked and edge while reading some porn, then her next edge was to put her panties on and get them good and wet i wanted to see how wet they where but she was not going to show me, but when i told her she was going to get more edges she had the laptop between her legs in a flash. I told her to take them off and set them close by they where going to be used again. Her next set was on her back with fingers in her holes and her thumb on her clit, then kneeling, to her side with her one leg held up in the air, doggy style, then sitting up, to on her back with both legs in the air.  The next two sets she was standing one with her hands the next with her vibe.

One of the last sets was for her to put her panties on and do 10 positions of any of the positions before. Her last and final set was two with her hands and one each of the vibe on each setting. After that I told her to gag herself with her wet panties and put the toy to medium and I will count down for her to be able to orgasm.  Master T

Turning her into my woman

Nothing was better then watching my sub work through the trouble of holding her orgasm where she was not even lasting a minute when using her vibrator.  But watching her edge in different positions till she was begging to cum.  After I hit 19 on the count down and started asking if she wanted to cum and asking if she was a dirty girl she practically screamed yes, I laughed and said 20 and told her to cum and don't stop till the wave stops.  After she got her breath back she was giddy and rather hard to understand, she begged to get off more and I let her get off till she could not anymore.

The greatest part was when she woke up the next day and was still soaking wet and horny, she didn't say it, but I could tell she was scared. I could not help but laugh when I saw the email and told her she is slowly becoming my slut thru and thru.

Master T

Explosions

After two days of edging 80 times then not being allowed to touch myself at all for four days, days of not wearing panties, my juices practically dripping down my thighs, I was finally allowed to orgasm. But first, I had to edge another 20 times making it a total of 100 edges. The first ten with my fingers, the next ten with my vibrator. 

I was surprised about how sensitive I was for not touching myself for just four days. With my fingers I was able to last about two minutes for each edge. With my vibrator, it was much more difficult. I could barely last 30-45 seconds. After a half hour of torturing myself, Master told me to tell him when I got close. He was going to count to ten and then back down to one and then I could get off.

I had an earth shattering orgasm. I've never felt anything like it before. I exploded. Fireworks went off inside me. It went through my whole body. I couldn't keep my body still, nor did I want to. It was a good thing I had the house to myself because I didn't moan, I nearly screamed. When it was over, I was overcome with this amazing feeling of happiness. I was giggling and couldn't stop. I could barely make sense when I was talking to Master.

I was allowed to cum as many more times as I wanted that night but nothing compared to the first. If I can have that orgasm again by edging then not touching myself for days, I will gladly do it again.