Skypeing with her for the first time

It was kind of saddening knowing she was going to be gone for a month, but I just stayed busy.  I checked my e mail and saw she e mailed me that morning to say hi and to see how I was doing.  With her being on vacation we were talking all the time with over 150 messages a day most not even about bdsm play. With her last week there she asked me if we could Skype, I said sure I can Skype as soon as I make an account. 5 minutes later we saw each other for the first time.  I thought it was going to be hard to keep talking and keep a normal conversation, but to my surprise we can talk for hours with out stopping.  After a few nights of skypeing we started with our normal bdsm play with the new toys she had gotten. When she got back to the states we agreed to talk as much and Skype as much as possible.  We end up talking at least 6 days a week and there is normally some form of training each day.  My sub and I have tried many things and are training her for things as well.  As part of a punishment she was instructed to use hot wax on some parts of her body, I was surprised to say the least that she did so well with it.  Next time we use wax she will be using it in more sensitive areas then it should be a real punishment.  Even now we are still working on her ability to take her plug and her vibe at the same time she is slowly able to fuck herself with them in together. Don't forget still looking for ideas for punishments and rewards just add them to the post below. Master T

My Thoughts on Master

A few weeks ago, while skyping,  Master had ordered me to insert three ice cubes into my anus, put my plug in, and then I would begin using my vibrator. The goal was to feel "fuller". Unfortunately,  when I put the vibrator in, it didn't feel good for me at all. It was a pain, on my vaginal wall, that felt kind of like when you push on a bad bruise.

I continued for a minute, thinking the pain would go away, but it didn't. I needed to stop. I was so disappointed in myself that I had tears in my eyes. I thought I had displeased Master. He reassured me that everything was fine and that his goal is never to hurt me. In fact, he was about to stop me himself because of how much I was flinching. He began to try making me laugh, to not look so down. That a smile looked much better on my face than tears. We exchanged sweet words until we went to bed.

I wanted to write about this training session between Master and I because I want our readers to know how much our relationship extends beyond the realm of BDSM. Master truly cares for me. He doesn't want me to feel uncomfortable and if I don't want to do something, I have the freedom to say no. I am not his slave, I am his sub.

We are friends, first and foremost. Before we train while we skype, we always talk about our day, maybe say something that is on our minds. Sometimes we don't train at all, just talk for hours. At least once every time Master and I skype, I find myself just looking at him for a moment thinking, 'That's my Master, nobody else's'. I am so lucky to have found him. I know we'll have a life long friendship.

Some fun for the readers

To all of our reader my sub and I thank for for reading and I want to let you help me come up with a few punishments and rewards that I can use. Rest assured if I have my slut use them I will have her post it here in detail for your enjoyment. Master T

Punishments

As much as I try to please Master, I do sometimes have accidents or make mistakes. Just because I didn't mean to do something, doesn't mean it should go without a consequence .

In the last month, I've displeased Master twice. As I've said before, I'm not allowed to masturbate or orgasm without permission. I am often ordered or given permission to masturbate but denied an orgasm. A few weeks ago, I was ordered to masturbate and get close to orgasm but I was not allowed to get off. At my fourth edge, I got carried away and orgasmed. I told Master the truth. He told me I'd be punished that night.

I wasn't sure how the punishment would go. It was the first time I was being punished through skype. After I took my shirt off (which is the sign that I am ready to begin training) Master had me put my laptop between my legs and lay down. So far the training was just how it had been every night. To my surprise, he had me lubricate my vibrator and insert it. He then explained to me that I would orgasm another 9 times.

At first I didn't understand how this was a punishment. I learned how after my second orgasm. The orgasms felt good, but they weren't satisfying. I was ordered to do this because Master was displeased with me. Knowing that, my mental state was not allowing me to enjoy the sensations running through my body. After another three orgasms, my body just wouldn't let me anymore. I believe it was my mental state that wouldn't let me as well. I begged Master to let me stop, that his slut had learned her lesson. He let me but warned that next time wouldn't be so easy.

The next time I was punished was not because I had disobeyed Master in any way. For three days, I had complained that I just couldn't edge. I just couldn't get close to orgasm no matter how hard I tried. He told me he was tired of all my can'ts and told me that "can't" would not be a part of my vocabulary after this. He me to get close five times. He didn't care how long it took. An hour later, I emailed him telling him I finished his orders. He gave me another seven to do. When I was done with that, he gave me some more. And then more. That day I edged twenty- five times without getting off. I went to bed sexually frustrated that night.

Two days later, after edging a total of seventy times, I was given permission to orgasm. Master told me to orgasm as many times as I could and get it all out. Before the first one, though, I was told to tell him when I was close so he could count down my orgasm. When he got to three, he told me to stop and take out my vibrator. He asked me if I knew why I was told to stop. I had no idea. He told me it was because I still had my shirt and bra on. Annoyed, I practically ripped them off. Master laughed and told me to continue. I told him when I was close and he counted down from ten. I held it until one and had a forty- five second orgasm. A record for me. I had a few shorter ones after that. It was the most amazing thing I had ever felt.

Training begins

Once we started talking again is when we really started exploring the lifestyle. My first order for her was to keep her pussy bald and to keep it that way at all times, then  I started out simple she was not to cum or touch her self unless I gave her permission.  When I let her play with herself I made sure she would play with her ass.   After she had written anal slut and masters cunt on her she went to work and then the library.  I wanted to push her a bit I made her go to the bathroom and strip her pants and panties off in a stall and start playing with her ass and pussy.  I told her to stop right before she got off and to take pictures of her wet pussy and to only put her pants back on, she was not allowed to have panties on again the rest of the day.  My sub was telling me how horny and wet she was and begging to be able to get off when she got home.  Instead of letting her get off right away I made her put ice cubes in both holes wait till they all melt completely and play with her self to edge again, for her doing so well in the library she was allowed to come. I even had words she was not able to use during the day depending how many she used the word would then lead to a certain punishment.  Varying from spanking herself to even covering her breasts and pussy in hot wax. Then my sub told me she was leavening the state for a month and would contact me when she was back.  Needless to say I was a bit sad but it would allow me to work on a few new things to try including punishments. Master T

The First Time We Skyped

In February of 2012, I took a trip to England. I told Master I wouldn't be able to talk much due to site seeing. After just a week of not talking with him, I emailed him. I found myself missing him too much and needed to speak with him. We began talking whenever I had free time.

Another week went by and I asked him when we could finally skype for the first time. He told me he wouldn't mind doing it that night. He even said that he could do it in about half an hour. After being hesitant for a moment (I had been lazy that day and hadn't taken a shower) I agreed. I was very nervous. I was afraid we wouldn't have anything to talk about, that it might be awkward. We ended up talking non stop for an hour. Since we had just seen each other for the first time, we kept our conversation on a vanilla level.

We skyped the next night as well. I told him I got a vibrator and anal plug and would like to begin training on skype that night. Even though he had seen pictures of me naked, I was still very nervous. I kept stalling so didn't get around to training that night.

The next time we skyped, I knew I was ready. I wanted Master to see me. We talked for a little while then told  him I was ready. He ordered me to take off my shirt and bra then play with my nipples. He then ordered me to begin playing with myself. I found myself too nervous and asked him if we could stop for the night. He said yes. This was when I realized how understanding he is and how much he really cared for me.

We talked for a little while longer. I then told Master I was ready again. I wanted to do this. He asked if I was absolutely sure. I nodded yes. He ordered me to take my pants off. I did. He told me to play with my clit  until I was wet. He then told me to spread my pussy wide to see what I had done to myself. He told me I was a good slut. He told me to take my vibrator and put it into my pussy. I did as I was told. He asked me how it felt to have Master's cock finally inside me. It felt wonderful I told him. He had me slowly fuck myself with the shaft on high and the rabbit on low. He had me go faster and faster. I was close to cumming so had to stop for a minute. I wasn't given permission to orgasm. He told me I was being very pleasing. I was allowed to orgasm that night.

Meeting her

I have known about the lifestyle since I was 16 and have been very interested to learn more about it.  In November of 2010 i found a site for bdsm relationships. I did not have much luck on the site when I was just looking for an online relationship to gain experience in being a Dom.  After a few weeks I found someone that was also looking for online to my surprise she actually sent me a message back and was interested in getting to know a little about each other first.  All I have heard from others on the site was that online does not work that it can't work.  Having learned about her life, experiences, and her limits made it much easier for me to plan things that could be done.  But I found out after only a few weeks of talking with each other that my new sub had gotten a second job and had to stop what we were about to start. After she left I kept looking for someone else to hopefully replace her but other subs/slaves never seemed interested in me. So I took a little time off the site I got on every once in a while to check messages and to look at the new profiles made. One night I happened to come across a profile just like my old subs that said online can work and that's all she wanted.  I gave it one last chance before I closed my profile down.  To my surprise I got a message back almost instantly that it was her. Master T

A Growing Relationship

Now it was the middle of June. So we wouldn't lose each other again, we exchanged email addresses. I finally trusted my Dom enough to send him some pictures of me. I was still hesitant about sending him any racy pictures, though. He was fine with that. He was very understanding.

I found myself being able to talk about anything with my Dom. I told him everything that was troubling me. He gave me advice when he could and just listened when he couldn't. He is a true friend of mine. Not just my Master.

We began some BDSM play. We started small. Master would have me write things like, "Master's" on my thigh with an arrow pointed to my pussy and anus. Once I was ordered to write "Master's Utters" across my breasts. We trained a little in orgasm control and denial. I was not allowed to orgasm without permission.We experimented a little with ice. Inserting it in my pussy and anus.

One day, in the early autumn, I was at the library and got an email from Master. He asked if I had anything with me that I could use for nipple clamps. I told him there were some bobby pins in my hair. He ordered me to go into the bathroom, put them on my nipples, stay at the library for another hour and then take them off when I got home. It was incredibly erotic to secretly be wearing them in front of everybody.

In the beginning of December, I sent Master the first fully nude picture of myself. It's something I told him I'd never do, yet I found myself doing it willingly. I felt really good about it, too. He hadn't even asked for one. I have this feeling that he knew I'd come around. I also know that with everything, if I'm hesitant about something or say I will never do something, I may someday be comfortable doing it.

Meeting Him

In January 2011, I decided to set up an account on a BDSM website. I'd always been submissive by nature, so wanted to explore the lifestyle. I didn't know what I was looking for.I didn't know what I would find. What I found was definitely something special.

Unlike most submissives, it didn't take me very long to find my Dominant. We got to know each other as friends first. For months we only talked. Only slightly touching upon the subject of BDSM every now and then.

After about two months, I started a second job. I simply didn't have enough time or energy to talk with my Dom anymore. I told him that and deleted my account. I thought of him often. Eventually I found myself wishing I never stopped talking with him. I made a new account but couldn't remember his username. I thought I'd never find him again.

I began looking for a new Dom. No one was the same. I never had that connection I had with my Dom. I was saddened and nearly gave up. A few weeks later though, I recieved a message from my Dom. His message was very sad. He explained to me that his sub had to leave him and he was looking for another. I couldn't believe it. I messaged him back immediately telling him it was me. I swear it was fate.