Now it was the middle of June. So we wouldn't lose each other again, we exchanged email addresses. I finally trusted my Dom enough to send him some pictures of me. I was still hesitant about sending him any racy pictures, though. He was fine with that. He was very understanding.
I found myself being able to talk about anything with my Dom. I told him everything that was troubling me. He gave me advice when he could and just listened when he couldn't. He is a true friend of mine. Not just my Master.
We began some BDSM play. We started small. Master would have me write things like, "Master's" on my thigh with an arrow pointed to my pussy and anus. Once I was ordered to write "Master's Utters" across my breasts. We trained a little in orgasm control and denial. I was not allowed to orgasm without permission.We experimented a little with ice. Inserting it in my pussy and anus.
One day, in the early autumn, I was at the library and got an email from Master. He asked if I had anything with me that I could use for nipple clamps. I told him there were some bobby pins in my hair. He ordered me to go into the bathroom, put them on my nipples, stay at the library for another hour and then take them off when I got home. It was incredibly erotic to secretly be wearing them in front of everybody.
In the beginning of December, I sent Master the first fully nude picture of myself. It's something I told him I'd never do, yet I found myself doing it willingly. I felt really good about it, too. He hadn't even asked for one. I have this feeling that he knew I'd come around. I also know that with everything, if I'm hesitant about something or say I will never do something, I may someday be comfortable doing it.
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