Friday, April 6, 2012

Weeks of Fun for Master


My sub and I have had some fun of late, or it mostly might have been me.  She has had a couple busy weeks from denial to not touching herself in any way.  I don't know where I came up with the idea but turned great to keep my sub horny and wet. The first week she was punished she was made to hold her orgasm over 75 times which lasted a few days.  She was able to get off a few days then I started denial again it was going to be 4 days and she was going to edge around 85-90 times, but I got a little tired of hearing her complain about being unhappy about her training.  So I made her stop edging and she was not to touch herself in anyway till I told her.  I made her wait three days with not touching herself at all, we had some punishments to do that she earned a while back and just was not able to do due do others being around.   I allowed her to touch herself again after her punishment was done.  The next day was Saturday and I planned for her to finally get off but she was going to do it in a few of different positions.  For her first orgasm she was standing and only using her fingers. Then she had four more laying down, I told her to enjoy them we will start edging tomorrow.  I was busy all day and sent her a message she had to do 30 edges before 4 pm. We were not able to Skype that night but we emailed most of the night and I gave her a task for the morning to edge another 10 times in the.  We did a few more edges as we skyped to the point she was lasting only less than a minutes. She was begging like crazy to get off and I told her she has to wait to Tuesday to get off.  She kept on asking so I gave her more edges to do, after a few more I asked her how many she did and she did not have the right number so I told her she will be getting off on Wednesday and that she was not to touch herself till I tell her.  Then for more fun I gave her 10 more edges to do she had to do 2 with just her fingers, one with her vibe on low while she played with her nipples slightly, once with the vibe on medium and playing with her tits even rougher, then one on high and she had to play with her tits really rough.  We did that set and I reminded her about her nipples. When she did the set again she forgot about her nipples on medium but I reminded her when the high setting came a long she was now waiting till Friday to get off.  She asked me why not Thursday and saw my look and instantly said sorry. After the last one she was at 80 and she has not touched for about 5 to 6 days, she almost really impressed me on Wednesday enough that I was going to let her get off.  She had her plug in for a good 7-8 hours and I told her if she made it to noon of the next day with out taking it out I would be so impressed she would be allowed to cum early.  Too bad she only made it till we went to sleep none the less I was still proud she lasted so long with it in.  The best thing was not allowing her to wear panties at all. If she wore them she would be punished, I loved asking her how wet she was during work with out having panties on it always brought a smile to my face seeing she was soaking wet throughout the day.

Master T

More Than Denial

Master and I really enjoy training in orgasm denial. I love the feeling of how tortured I am when yet again I am not allowed to cum. In the end, I always have an amazing orgasm. But lately, Master has come up with the idea of me not touching myself at all. Sometimes for days. It's worse than being denied orgasm because if I'm denied at least I feel something.

I'm constantly horny. Master will sometimes tease with roleplay and using my plug. Not being allowed panties doesn't help the matter. I try my best not to complain because I know I'll be punished by having more days added to not being allowed to play.

When you are allowed to at least play with yourself everyday and then it's taken away from you, it's not something that is fun. Hopefully, if continue to be a good girl, I will be allowed to cum tonight.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Skypeing with her for the first time

It was kind of saddening knowing she was going to be gone for a month, but I just stayed busy.  I checked my e mail and saw she e mailed me that morning to say hi and to see how I was doing.  With her being on vacation we were talking all the time with over 150 messages a day most not even about bdsm play. With her last week there she asked me if we could Skype, I said sure I can Skype as soon as I make an account. 5 minutes later we saw each other for the first time.  I thought it was going to be hard to keep talking and keep a normal conversation, but to my surprise we can talk for hours with out stopping.  After a few nights of skypeing we started with our normal bdsm play with the new toys she had gotten. When she got back to the states we agreed to talk as much and Skype as much as possible.  We end up talking at least 6 days a week and there is normally some form of training each day.  My sub and I have tried many things and are training her for things as well.  As part of a punishment she was instructed to use hot wax on some parts of her body, I was surprised to say the least that she did so well with it.  Next time we use wax she will be using it in more sensitive areas then it should be a real punishment.  Even now we are still working on her ability to take her plug and her vibe at the same time she is slowly able to fuck herself with them in together. Don't forget still looking for ideas for punishments and rewards just add them to the post below. Master T

My Thoughts on Master

A few weeks ago, while skyping,  Master had ordered me to insert three ice cubes into my anus, put my plug in, and then I would begin using my vibrator. The goal was to feel "fuller". Unfortunately,  when I put the vibrator in, it didn't feel good for me at all. It was a pain, on my vaginal wall, that felt kind of like when you push on a bad bruise.

I continued for a minute, thinking the pain would go away, but it didn't. I needed to stop. I was so disappointed in myself that I had tears in my eyes. I thought I had displeased Master. He reassured me that everything was fine and that his goal is never to hurt me. In fact, he was about to stop me himself because of how much I was flinching. He began to try making me laugh, to not look so down. That a smile looked much better on my face than tears. We exchanged sweet words until we went to bed.

I wanted to write about this training session between Master and I because I want our readers to know how much our relationship extends beyond the realm of BDSM. Master truly cares for me. He doesn't want me to feel uncomfortable and if I don't want to do something, I have the freedom to say no. I am not his slave, I am his sub.

We are friends, first and foremost. Before we train while we skype, we always talk about our day, maybe say something that is on our minds. Sometimes we don't train at all, just talk for hours. At least once every time Master and I skype, I find myself just looking at him for a moment thinking, 'That's my Master, nobody else's'. I am so lucky to have found him. I know we'll have a life long friendship.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Some fun for the readers

To all of our reader my sub and I thank for for reading and I want to let you help me come up with a few punishments and rewards that I can use. Rest assured if I have my slut use them I will have her post it here in detail for your enjoyment. Master T

Monday, March 26, 2012

Punishments

As much as I try to please Master, I do sometimes have accidents or make mistakes. Just because I didn't mean to do something, doesn't mean it should go without a consequence .

In the last month, I've displeased Master twice. As I've said before, I'm not allowed to masturbate or orgasm without permission. I am often ordered or given permission to masturbate but denied an orgasm. A few weeks ago, I was ordered to masturbate and get close to orgasm but I was not allowed to get off. At my fourth edge, I got carried away and orgasmed. I told Master the truth. He told me I'd be punished that night.

I wasn't sure how the punishment would go. It was the first time I was being punished through skype. After I took my shirt off (which is the sign that I am ready to begin training) Master had me put my laptop between my legs and lay down. So far the training was just how it had been every night. To my surprise, he had me lubricate my vibrator and insert it. He then explained to me that I would orgasm another 9 times.

At first I didn't understand how this was a punishment. I learned how after my second orgasm. The orgasms felt good, but they weren't satisfying. I was ordered to do this because Master was displeased with me. Knowing that, my mental state was not allowing me to enjoy the sensations running through my body. After another three orgasms, my body just wouldn't let me anymore. I believe it was my mental state that wouldn't let me as well. I begged Master to let me stop, that his slut had learned her lesson. He let me but warned that next time wouldn't be so easy.

The next time I was punished was not because I had disobeyed Master in any way. For three days, I had complained that I just couldn't edge. I just couldn't get close to orgasm no matter how hard I tried. He told me he was tired of all my can'ts and told me that "can't" would not be a part of my vocabulary after this. He me to get close five times. He didn't care how long it took. An hour later, I emailed him telling him I finished his orders. He gave me another seven to do. When I was done with that, he gave me some more. And then more. That day I edged twenty- five times without getting off. I went to bed sexually frustrated that night.

Two days later, after edging a total of seventy times, I was given permission to orgasm. Master told me to orgasm as many times as I could and get it all out. Before the first one, though, I was told to tell him when I was close so he could count down my orgasm. When he got to three, he told me to stop and take out my vibrator. He asked me if I knew why I was told to stop. I had no idea. He told me it was because I still had my shirt and bra on. Annoyed, I practically ripped them off. Master laughed and told me to continue. I told him when I was close and he counted down from ten. I held it until one and had a forty- five second orgasm. A record for me. I had a few shorter ones after that. It was the most amazing thing I had ever felt.




Saturday, March 24, 2012

Training begins

Once we started talking again is when we really started exploring the lifestyle. My first order for her was to keep her pussy bald and to keep it that way at all times, then  I started out simple she was not to cum or touch her self unless I gave her permission.  When I let her play with herself I made sure she would play with her ass.   After she had written anal slut and masters cunt on her she went to work and then the library.  I wanted to push her a bit I made her go to the bathroom and strip her pants and panties off in a stall and start playing with her ass and pussy.  I told her to stop right before she got off and to take pictures of her wet pussy and to only put her pants back on, she was not allowed to have panties on again the rest of the day.  My sub was telling me how horny and wet she was and begging to be able to get off when she got home.  Instead of letting her get off right away I made her put ice cubes in both holes wait till they all melt completely and play with her self to edge again, for her doing so well in the library she was allowed to come. I even had words she was not able to use during the day depending how many she used the word would then lead to a certain punishment.  Varying from spanking herself to even covering her breasts and pussy in hot wax. Then my sub told me she was leavening the state for a month and would contact me when she was back.  Needless to say I was a bit sad but it would allow me to work on a few new things to try including punishments. Master T